Apologies, but there will be no more hell from me. Instead, suckle
this handbasket filled with thistle that I gathered
when my knees were scorched pink from the sun lashing out at me—
you two so similar, I swear it! So despicably sweet,
singeing, incomplete. Did you know no one would love the sun if not
for a dark veil trailing behind him, carried by a face
knowing too much his sin? Don’t worry, I’ll tell the good stories. But,
that is not all you asked of me. I must pencil in time
for the fiddling, dancing, and juggling. Ladies, when a man is in strands
it is much better to cut off your hands. Your work
can’t be stitching together those who gnaw at their own skin, those who
crawl inside their woman like the horse she is. I am
happy. I know how to make heat. I come from a long line of sweating
women who after praying for others ought to give
themselves something. So, I make the drive downtown wearing nothing
but a nightgown, stop by the Dairy Queen, buy me
an ice cream. I wish I had a better story for you, but this one is about me.
It is a trifle to hold a cone with bone, but I’m learning.